Repetition

I lost

I lost my

I lost my way

I lost my way in

I lost my way in the

I lost my way in the world

I lost my way in the big world

I lost my way in the scary, big world

I lost my way in the scary, big world, but

I lost my way in the scary, big world, but a man

I lost my way in the scary, big world, but a man helped

I lost my way in the scary, big world, but a man helped me

I lost my way in the scary, big world, but a man helped me find

I lost my way in the scary, big world, but a man helped me find my

I lost my way in the scary, big world, but a man helped me find my place

I lost my way in the scary, big world, but a man helped me find my place in

I lost my way in the scary, big world, but a man helped me find my place in this

I lost my way in the scary, big world, but a man helped me find my place in this world

Change

I was defiant and ungrateful
I remember pushing my loved ones away
I heard I was a failure
I saw my family crumbling apart
I worried I would break apart my family
I thought I was a awful person that would grow up to be rude and disrespectful
But I changed
I am a decently mannered person who is working his way up to putting effort into my work and learn to look       at life with the glass half full
I think that you only get one shot to do great so take advantage
I need to keep up my passion for soccer
I try to think of the bright side of things and find the good
I feel ashamed if myself when I treat somebody poorly when all they do is try to help
I forgive my parents for trying to control every aspect of my life
Now I can change
I will be the person who will help people even if I don't know them and will always be happy
I choose to embrace ideas and not say negative things about them
I dream to be a professional soccer player
I hope to live my life to its fullest
I predict that I will have a wife and kids with a nice house and great friends
I know I will be delightful to be around and help people fulfill their dreams and have a wonderful family that I will treat well and provide for
I will change

Sweet Like a Crow

I am whatever you say I am; if I wasn't then why would you say I am?
-Eminem

Why do they lie,
they hate me for being successful,
People make me out to be whatever they want,
Jealousy, Angry, Skill-less,
Idolized, 
Been through the hardest things imaginable,
New album 2013, European tour,
Amazing, Smart, 
Blackest white guy alive,
Hailie, 50 cent,